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i'm ruined no one will ever be as perfect as lee pace to me ever ever ever -goes to cry self to sleep-

i told my mom just now that i sort of like the feeling of being hungry, that i'm used to it. like it's "oh, i'm hungry, hi, hunger," instead of "oh my god i am so hungry i need to eat everything." i'm kind of scared. she asked me if i'm going to be one of those people. it's not because i don't... well partially, i guess, it's because i don't like the way i look. but that's not weight-wise it's just... person-wise. i'm tired, though... i can sleep the hunger off.

okay well first-- holy shit, the new(ish) fall out boy album is beautiful and it gives me feelings for things i never knew i could have feelings for--i almost just cried over elton john's voice, though that's happened before. lion king and... lion king, for example. in other news, i've started my DRAW AT LEAST SOMETHING EVERY DAY THIS SUMMER YOU SHITHEAD YOU NEED TO GET BETTER challenge. and yesterday was a day of drawing uhh... four small scale projects with traditional mediums. i wanna do like one weekly big thing but i'm not gonna push it. once i start drawing, usually, it ends up pretty okay. hopefully by the end of the summer i have at

like it's right underneath the surface and i'm like ahgoshtestbigtest but I CAN DO THIS even if fail whatever anyway i wanna draw really really bad and i have been and i think i have a style in the works so that's cool okay peace out girl scouts

SKY FALLS YOU FEEL LIIIIKE ...my guinea pig is making strange noises my dog is licking his butt to the point that it starts bleeding my throat's gone to hell my brother's sick and we're all home alone whoopee